karma

[krein]

hey..

please bear with me.. (my first post..)

uhm.,.,

i have, uhm, feelings for a girl at school, (name's sea_princess)
she's like a girl that introduce me to love,.
a few months of texting her brought me to a complete state of being crazily inlove..
i like swore to GOD that i will love her forever..

and no one should/could/would change that..

i admitted my feelings to her and things didn't come as expected.. she totally ignored me and everything.. no more texting, no more hi's and hello's.. nothing..

i miss her..

but then one day..

my mom brought us to her friend's house, just to pay a visit..

her friend had two siblings: a 14-year old young daughter (incoming third year high school..) and a grade five student son..

damn the girl was cute..

and i like instantly grabbed my cellphone and with a few lines, a got her number!

since that day we started texting each other.. even as we speak..

now my unlimited texting has expired and her cellphone's still charging..

and i can't stop thinking about her and her cute face.. ;D

[glow=red,2,300]i'm a bad boy![/glow]
swearing to a girl about undying love and now what? thinking to waste another forty pesos just to be connected with her once again..

sigh.

just this morning i received a bad karma.. the mouse of my computer back home is now dead.

sigh.

*sorry, i was never good at speaking english, compared to Blessed Devil, Ass slayer and Cresent Moon..*

take care always!

[Blessed Devil]

krein said:

her friend had two siblings: a 14-year old young daughter (incoming third year high school..) and a grade five student son..

damn the girl was cute..

Wait... so you got the number of the grade five student or the 14-year-old young daughter?

[AJ the Ass Slayer]

I think he means the 14-yea-old ;D...I hope you do!!O.O

hehe ^^

Ok, I don't think you did anything wrong The girl you like first didn't return your feelings..and she totally snobbed you! That's a bad way to react to a guy's confession of undying love.

Even if you sweared to love her forever, you can't actually do that if she doesn't love you back. It would be like waiting for rain in a drought. And all you can do is move forward.

Then, here comes new girl...cute and has potential. It's not wrong to feel for someone again.

That's probably not bad karma...your mouse thing...maybe it just happened to break lang... lol!

[Crescent Moon]

Yoh loverboy! ;D

Just like we always tell you. Have the courage to court her!

And karma is not real. (I guess)

[Blessed Devil]

*sorry, i was never good at speaking english, compared to Blessed Devil, Ass slayer and Cresent Moon..*

At least you're not *the guy who I don't want here*

Don't worry about your mouse. A mouse can be fixed. Or you can buy a new mouse. You cannot fix love and you can't buy new love.

And besides, this isn't the first time you've fallen for someone else. Remember Rejane? Although it was wrong to fall in love with her since she had a boyfriend, you didn't receive karma or any of the sort, did you?

[AJ the Ass Slayer]

Jeric: Karma is real ^^

And yeah..Blessed Devil is right ^^ You can always get a new mouse..but a chance to find love can't ever be bought ^^

[Crescent Moon]

Aj: well I don't experienced it, yet (i think). And I thought you agreed about that dude that BD is talking about. haha

[chuna]

Hi! *waves hi* ...

yeah ... I feel sorry for your mouse. *RIP mouse*

I'm not sure if what I'm gonna say is connected to the post but...Love is so frikin hard. Ang labo ng ibang tao...Then there's people you fall for at the wrong time. Why does love have to be so complicated? not being...sentimental-mushy-dramatic or whatever...

um...well....atleast *like what jeric said* you can buy a new mouse! XD

[krein]

oh yeah,
sorry,
i guess the story was to fast i forgot to mention that i got the girl's number, not her lil' bro..

hey! i'm not a lover boy, just now i decided to stop fooling my self with these foolish "karma"s and just follow my heart: remain loyal 'till the end.

[Blessed Devil]

Congratulations. If you need any more advice, create another topic and it will be flooded with giant walls of text.

[Crescent Moon]

So this topic is over? haha.

[tofiluk]

Well, that was fast. I didn't have time to say anything. Heehee.

[AJ the Ass Slayer]

Ooh! You said sumthin'!^^

[Blessed Devil]

[Spammage deleted]

It's okay to spam once in a while but please don't do it in a chain manner as everything gets out of hand and n00bs get influenced. And I don't need any post after this saying "sorry" either. Please stay within the topic. Thank you.

[krein]

dang.. i really need to release something..
i feel like, i'm gonna explode..
reading her blog, i mean scanning..
maybe emo's are for broken hearted dudes..
i wanna become one! ;D

read my sig.. if your an admin, change it freely when wrong grammar..

i really feel like i'm another bullpoo crap hanging in someone's shoe.. *cry*
*sigh*


[glow=red,2,300]i dont know my self anymore..[/glow]


*sea_princess is the one on the left.*

[glow=red,2,300]*let me be*[/glow]

-krein.

my heart is so heavy it cries without any tears when i look at the picture.
does becoming an emo means you want to watch the stars all night just to think about what you have been doing that made her react that way..?

(does my sentences lately even understandable..?)

[Crescent Moon]

okai everyone..our first emo dude.. *prepares torch*

[chuna]

...NOOOOOOO!

DONT BE EMO!!!

You can be broken-hearted...or maybe have that....hair on your face....but...don't cut yourself! Slashing/cutting is stupid....I mean....would that make anything better? ><

...label yourself hopeless romantic, broken-hearted, unrequited love...um...er anything wag lang Emo!

[krein]

so being an Emo means killing myself.. kinda stupid when you think about it..
but..
uhm..

...label yourself hopeless romantic, broken-hearted, unrequited love...um...er anything wag lang Emo!

[chuna]

Emo-try to kill/hurt themself cause they can't handle their problem...or actually cause they got shocked with something and think its the end of the world.

I mean, if you're gonna try to hurt yourself or do anything stupid...think about ... you *therapy...wth* .... you still have your life...or atleast 60 more years...you would'nt want to reminise of how you tried to cut yourself cause you were broken-hearted...maybe she will love you back...so please don't be emo! it's a very...misunderstood life-style. X(

[krein]

nah.. maybe i was just shocked when i read her blog.. i didn't know that i'm a bad person, to her.. maybe that's the reason i was over dramatic last night..
and a nice weeping sleep was all i need..

i'm alright.. alright again..

damn, i love staring at her picture..

AAAAAHHHHHHHH..

*sharing, please don't read*
*drama*
*centi moment activated*
*background music: PBB drama music*
*get's eye dropper*
AAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!
i feel like..
I'M SO STUPID!
only thinking about myself..
AAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!
i want amnesia..!!!
i wanna forget about reading her blog and everything after that!!
and act like i'm alright and be back..
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!
i feel like, i don't know anything about love anymore..
that i'm so selfish, only thinking about myself and how am i gonna tell her what i feel about her and not think about what she feels before, after and on the spot..
I'm really f**king stupid..
i wanna go back in time..
cause, i don't want her to hate me that much.
*cry*
*cry*

*cry*

brb, i just ruined my a girl's life, and i wanna fix it back again.