Post by chuna on May 10, 2007 17:06:39 GMT 7
I listened to songs on my left ear, rain and thunder on the other. Lying on my bed, I remembered every inch of her face, her voice rang louder than anything in my head. Last year ended so fast. Too fast...
As I tried to recall what happened 2 months and 14 days ago, all I could remember was her. She haunted my dreams, her words burned me, her smile wanted to strangle me and yet seeing her cry made me feel like crying too.
She's no one special, but she somehow used to be everything. She was my other half for nearly a year, but now...I'm nothing more but bad air to her.
I don't know what happened, Even if I did I wouldn't know what to do to make things better. I can't bring back days, I can't take back what's been said. But if I could, I would. Cause now all I could think of is her. Regret is all I can do. I keep seeing her, but I don't have the courage to do anything.
"What would she think of me?"
"What would she say?"
"What would she do?"
Questions fill my head, but could answers help me now? All the answers I get lead to more questions.
I can't do anything anymore. Cause all I care about is her.
...The rain stops, silence fills the room. I put away everything and try to clear my head. But before I do, I try to memorize her face.
...Sometimes I wish I never even met her...
~0~
....
As I tried to recall what happened 2 months and 14 days ago, all I could remember was her. She haunted my dreams, her words burned me, her smile wanted to strangle me and yet seeing her cry made me feel like crying too.
She's no one special, but she somehow used to be everything. She was my other half for nearly a year, but now...I'm nothing more but bad air to her.
I don't know what happened, Even if I did I wouldn't know what to do to make things better. I can't bring back days, I can't take back what's been said. But if I could, I would. Cause now all I could think of is her. Regret is all I can do. I keep seeing her, but I don't have the courage to do anything.
"What would she think of me?"
"What would she say?"
"What would she do?"
Questions fill my head, but could answers help me now? All the answers I get lead to more questions.
I can't do anything anymore. Cause all I care about is her.
...The rain stops, silence fills the room. I put away everything and try to clear my head. But before I do, I try to memorize her face.
...Sometimes I wish I never even met her...
~0~
....
<--- Mah boss. OH YEAH. 
