Rants

[parksoobyung]

whoa. rant much?

I dunno the whole story and I wouldn't comment on it anyway.

Anyhoo, I just wanna rant that my money is officially running on empty because of my damned reading in POS 60, POS 100, FIL 14, SA 21, at POS 51. In short, lahat ng subjects ko.

Faaaaaarrrrk. I just paid 341 pisos for my first set of readings. Wag ka, di pa kumpleto yun. May utang pa ako sa photocopy na 387 pisos. Maaaaaaan. I'm seriously fasting naaaaaaa. Tapos may dadagdag pa na book on Philippine Constitution. Faaaaaaarrrrk.

At may utang na ako sa dormmate ko kasi nga ubos na ang pera ko. 500 yun. Aissh.

At kailangan ko pang bayaran yung uniform ko for my PE, which is taekwondo, amounting to 1200 pisos.

Exactly how will I explain to my parents all these expenses?!

JOOOOOOBBOOOOOY, PAUTANG! =))

[J e e c o .]

@martin: ZOMG I missed it all without saying anything. ._.

But yeah. We kind of talked about it over sms, so...I know.

Anyway, I know how it feels. I live with the whole father-side clan too. Honestly, they're...mean. So I'm going to rant about it.

They're the whole reason I moved out from Manila. My grandfather wanted to have his little bunso- my dad- here in Zamboanga. Said they were rich. They are, but not uberly. xD

So anyway, mom agreed. Because it was promised that they'd take care of our tuition fees. So woosh~ we left, even if neither me nor my sisters liked it.

At first they kept their part of the bargain. But my mother was hated by my aunt's husband, and probably that guy hates dad too (since my parents are SMART people, unlike those assholes. or country bumpkins x3), so their reputations- especially mom's- was threatened by that bastard.

So I have to go. ._. TOBECONTINUED. xD

[Blessed Devil]

Oh look that's your 666th post lol

[TiniWini]

Wow.. Dx

This was NOT a good day..

Okay.. Let's get to the details..

MY BLOG.. It's my one true outlet of happiness, hate, anger, depression, joy, and despair.. I post stuff there that I wouldn't normally say to anyone.. I rave, rant, and most importantly, CURSE.. Yes, it's one of the only places where I can freely curse my sailor lungs out without anyone giving a damn..

I even posted a disclaimer there saying that "This is my blog.. My personal space.. I can say whatever fuck fuck fuckity fuck I want, and if you don't like it, then I suggest you leave.." and many other warnings..



Then guess what?

This Executive Committee from the church managed to get access to the blog.. And guess who they ratted it out to? My grandparents..

My grandparents are very prominent people of the parish.. Kumbaga institusyon na sila dun.. And as such, they value their reputation more than anything..

Now, with the EXECOM telling my grandparents about the lewd and inappropriate content in my blog, my lolo told his son, my dad, regarding it all.. Oh, here's another thing.. They accused me of saying bad stuff about the president.. I haven't even wrote anything about her since 2005!! Hahaha!! That means, they dug me up just so they could find something to use against me..

So, my parents found out, right? Sermon ang inabot ko kagabi.. Okay lang naman un.. Under control.. What made this situation out of control was what happened today..

My lolo was here in the house when I woke up.. He sermoned me.. REPEATEDLY!! And here's the not-so-juicy part.. Sinabihan nya parents ko "di nyo ba kinakausap ang anak nyo?" And, of course, what decent parent wouldn't react bitterly to that? My mom stormed at him, telling him that the whole family's sick of his nagging, attention-grabbing, and such..

That's not even half of it.. I went to their house doing an errand.. And guess who met me at the gate?

MY LOLA.. *cue dun dun dun!!*

She literally lectured me.. OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND FUCKIN OVER AGAIN.. This time, I merely told her in the most polite manner I could ever speak.. "Lola, it's not my fault they want to make an issue out of this.. The blog is my only outlet, my only anger-breaker I have.. So please understand.." And guess what she had the guts to say.. "It's our reputation on the line, y'know.."

My mom stormed in at that very instant, completed my errand, and yelling at both my lolo and lola in front of onlooking neighbors "MGA GAGO TALAGA KAYO AH!! WALA NA BA KAYONG INISIP KUNDI ANG REPUTASYON NYO? I'M SORRY BUT THIS IS THE WAY I FEEL!! KUNG MAY PAGMAMAHAL MAN SA PUSO NYO NA TUNAY, IPAKITA NYO NA BAGO KO TULUYANG BASAGIN ANG PAMILYANG TO!!"

And at that, we left..



I have a question.. Why do older people think they're always right? Na para bang ako na lang lagi ang bata.. Ako na lang lagi ang mali.. Tama ba yun? IS IT FAIR TO ME? I try to explain and they close their fuckin ears from me, AT SILA PA ANG MAY GANANG SABIHIN NA CLOSED-MINDED AKO!! Psh..



Ewan.. Sorry for the long and (again) elderly disrespectful post.. Baliw lang talaga kasi ang pamilya ko.. XD

[AJ the Ass Slayer]

Old people, I believe, are very old fashioned. Old Filipinos are not only old fashioned, but they are also super religious. They like to be all "We are one with the chuuuurch!!" XD

[TiniWini]

AJ, I agree with you whole-heartedly.. Unfortunately, that's true.. And they're acting so santo and all..

[Blessed Devil]

tl;dr

Don't we get a short summary of that?

[TiniWini]

Okay, BD..

The higher ups of the church had nothing to do so they meddled with private family issues.. Nakikibasa lang sila, and yet they spread it around the other ministries so that they have something to talk about..

Yea, that's about it, I guess..

[♥ [ Lip Gloss ] ♥]

Ahh. xD JM's grandmother once got angry because I kept on coming over all the time, even when we were surrounded by all his cousins and his parents. X3 we keep hanging out upstairs near the computer, so no naughty stuff. n wn

I was lectured by his grandmother and asked not to come over anymore. o.o

Old people just have the idea that what they went through, everyone has to go through. :[ And since they are old people, parents don't have much say in it. JM's parents like me though, according to him. @w@ since no one's ever said anything bad about me inside their house.

(It's his grandmother's house too. DD: so literally, she has the ultimate say.)

Raant: I'm irritated at all the pressure daddy and mama are putting on me to pass UP. Aside from that, they don't even want me applying to La Salle because they have "issues" with workmates about it, even though my mom has already retired. :/

I want to ask them if I can also apply to Ateneo and UST early, but I overheard them talking about money issues, so...maybe next week, before their entrance exams I guess. I still have to look at the applications.

'cause if I don't pass UP and I can't go to New Zealand (my parents and brother re-took their medical exams, so until the results are +, I probably won't go.) I pretty much am screwed at college.

My 1st-3rd year grades suck, too. xDD

[Blessed Devil]

@martin:

Oh, right, religious fucknuts. Because they're scum and every good deed credited to them is overshadowed by the sheer amount of ineptly moronic, hypocritical, nonsensical deeds they've ever done in the name of Jeebus. Religion is the cancer that is killing our planet. I am going to laugh one week straight without stopping if the time comes that religion dies.

...What? It's been a long time since I've said anything about religion.

Ah, but it's too bad that the church found out about your blog. But at least they don't have any legal right to stop you from writing that magnificent shit about them, and the worst you'll get is a scolding. Scolding doesn't do anything.

[J e e c o .]

ZOMG THAT WAS MY 666th POST. O:

Baaad omen. Dx

Anyway, I CURSE THIS WRETCHED INTERNET.

I dun want to rant much...so yeah. ._.

[parksoobyung]

man. sin-freak adults are really a pain in the arse. (I went british, does the forum screen british words?)

i'm with you in this one, martin. hellloooo¬, ever heard of freedom of expression? well, yeah, you gotta have responsible posting and shiz, but hello¬ again, they purposely dug that shiz just to spite you and your family? that's just pathetic. fight for your right to free expression! and make your blog hidden or something.

[UB the fat dude]

Rant: I hate First day of classes cause teachers always let you introduced yourself in class in different embarrassing way like the one in my literature teacher the answer and question thingy was so really out of this world. For example "What color should I pick the blue one or the white one? answer yes" WTF is that answer valid or does the teacher doesn't really what she was doing.

Oh well!, after 5 minutes of embarrassing moments I was able to appreciate what was the activity all about.

It is to embarrass yourself in front of the class. ^_^ a

[TiniWini]

Deni: GO ATENEO ALL THE WAY!! XD

[chuna]

At least you guys just introduce yourselves. Teachers here don't feel the need to since we've been together since ... ever so instead they give you a pile of homework and Statistics gave us a project to work on and so did Asian History.

And our Bio teacher's all samrt and stuff so that's cool but HE AIN'T NO TEACHAH D:<

[UB the fat dude]

Chuna: Lol XD. . .

Rant...

Pohta talaga ang mga teacher's they are just a big pain in the ass. kala mo kung sino sila kasi kanina sinigawan ako ng teacher ko dahil raw nahulog ko ang pencil case ko WTF dahil doon dapat ba sigawan ang isang inosenteng tao. hahayzz nakaka buisit talaga ang mga teacher's na toh tampa maraming alam pero may topak naman rin paminsan Gusto ko lang itanong sa kanila "Paano kayo naging teacher?". Kung pwede lang sana dadala ako ng pistol sa school at isa-isa ko sila babarilin. ~_~ kakainis talaga ang skul....

[TiniWini]

^ And that's where school shootings start.. With playful plotting.. XD

[UB the fat dude]

Rant. . .

Hay naku nakakainis talaga ang mga classmate ko na ito kasi kala mo kung sino sila, porke siga kayo sa loob ng classroom pwede niyo na ako pagtutuyaan:

Nichole: WTF kala mo ba ikaw lang ang matalino sa class natin F.Y.I. matalino rin ako di lang ako serious last year kaya mababa ako sa Religion. BTW what's is up with your name? dapat sa babae yan di sa lalake o baka naman bakla ka lang talaga kaya pinalit mo ang pangalan mo sa Nichole. hahayzz sa totoo lang kung nakikita kita everday nabubuisit ako at nasisira yung day ko.

Neo: Hey! what's wrong with you? kala mo ba na naging close na kayo ni Austin pwede mo na ako paglaruan?! nakakinis ka na talaga! Kala mo ba sasagutin kita kung tatawag ka dito sa bahay? Di na!

Carllean: Grabe ka! bakit ba naman naging seat mate kita this quarter? nakakaasar ka talaga, lagi nalang ako napapagalitan ng Chemistry teacher natin dahil sa pagkukulit mo sa akin and WTF bata ka pa ba para maglaro sa class? Sana mamatay ka na lang!

*_* kakainis talaga to sila kala mo kung sino, Sa totoo lang kung wala yan murder law na yan noon ko pa sana pinatay yan mga gago na iyan.

[J e e c o .]

Whaat? O.o Bwisit talaga kasama yan silang tatlo, trust me. I mean, nung naging katabi ko si Nichol, bumaba talaga grades ko. Si Austin at Neo pa. >.> Duude, they're ASSholes. I mean, sure they're good-looking and smart- but they cheat, don't they? They copy from me. ;_; SCREW IT AAALLL.

And Carllean, well he's okay. Maingay and makulit, but he's okay. Maybe because he saved my skin after the whole 'voyeur' thing, LMAO. So yeah. I get in trouble because of him. Naalala mo ba ung nahuli ako ng Religion teacher natin na gumagamit ng cellphone? Sabi kasi ni Carllean na ikuha ko daw ng letrato ang sleeping people sa classroom. x3 astig kasi. So anyway, wag mo na lang siya pansinin.

BUYZIIIT talaga. I cried kanina. I thought I had promised myself that I wouldn't cry in school anymore, but Daryl brought up the whole 'Drake' thing, and people asked and I...lost myself. But anyway, ironically, I feel a lot better. Dx

[UB the fat dude]

Chuu: hehehe thanks. ^_^

uu nga si Nichole, Austin at Neo man talaga ako galit kaso lang di ko lang na mention yung name ni Austin. Anyway, they are dick heads.