Rants

[TiniWini]

^ Aww, I finished that game na, although when they talk sa cutscenes, nauuna ung sound, tas ang bagal ng animation. PERO TOLERABLE NAMAN XD

[AJ the Ass Slayer]

Okay. I've been putting this rant off for a while. I guess now's the right time to post it. I should prolly let go of the baggage before New Year.

So, I have this friend. Pam. She used to be kinda like my best friend. But lately she's been being a real jerk.

She hasn't been talking to anyone. The only person she talks to now is her boyfriend. So, a couple of weeks ago, our school had a Christmas party. I thought that I could use that as an opportunity to re-bond and stuff. So, my friend David and I ask her to Christmas shopping with us so we can get our significant others' presents. She agreed. And so, our significant others decided to shop together (on a different day) as well. After school, all us friends chill for a while to say goodbye and what not. David and I get ready to leave, when we notice someone missing from our crew...it was her. Pam was missing. Or so we thought. We start walking out of the village our school is in (which is conveniently a walk away from the mall) and then we notice that Pam and her boyfriend are walking right in front of us.

...bitch.

She had, yet again, ditched us. For her boyfriend. We walk behind them the whole time. They didn't even bother hi or anything. What pissed me off the most was the fact that she didn't even apologize about ditching! She didn't even say she was gonna ditch! I mean, David and I WAITED for HER. And. WTF. She was gonna shop for her boyfriend's present with HIM? I wanted to smack her on the head.

So, the next day, us friends hang out together again. We talk about our plans to go Laser Tagging (for the nth time that week). She and her boyfriend were there. She knows their invited. She even talked about it with my other friends. That day was the day Pam's boyfriend was supposed to go shopping with Marvin and David's girlfriend, Noelle. So, when Noelle comes up to Pam's boyfriend (Christian) to tell them they're leaving, this is what he says. "Oh, lol! I'm not going anymore. Pam said that she hasn't gotten me a present pa and that she'll give it to me during the Christmas break, so I'm not getting her a present either. Lol." Noelle tried to convince him to go anyway 'cause he never gets her a nice present (he didn't even give her one during Christmas '07) and 'cause it'd be pleasantly suprising if he showed up with a present even if she didn't have one for him. He still says no. When Pam found out, she decided to go with Noelle to make up for her boyfriend being a jerk (which he regularly is). And then this is what he said. "O! Pam's going? I'll go narin also!" This pisses Noelle off. Who wouldn't be pissed off? He's only going to be with Pam. Just like she only goes to things he goes to.

Okay, I would just like to take a moment to point out that Pam doesn't have a present for Christian only because she ditched me and David. Thank you.

So, us friends are already kinda annoyed at them.

Christmas party day. This was when we were going laser tagging and everything. During the whole class party (she and her boyfriend are my classmates), I don't talk to her. She doesn't approach anybody. Instead, during the whole party, she sits on his lap and talks to no one else but him. After the Christmas party, David and I get all excited about the laser tagging. We even made up our teams na. We decided to have no couples in the teams. I bump into my friend Nadine and ask her if she's going. She says she isn't. I ask her if she has seen Pam and her boyfriend. She says, "Yeah, I did. They left na. Pam said she was pissed at you guys 'cause you didn't invite her and Christian to go."

...bitch.

She knew she was invited! She was there when we planned it! She even talked about it! She only used it as an excuse to leave early with her boyfriend so they could have sex! Yeah. I said. SEX. She always ditched us to have SEX. Shallow sex.

Whatever. I was pissed.

During the long Holiday break, I semi-forgot about the ordeal.

...till 2 days ago.

Marvin and I went to the mall. He spotted Pam and Christian walking by. So he points and waves at them. He loudly told me to look at them too. So, I do. And when I did, Pam dragged Christian away and they literally RAN away.

Okay. This calls for extra mean-ness.

...WHORE.

What kind of friend does that?!

Ugh. You know what frustrates me? She's been ditching me ALL year. And she would only approach me when she and her boyfriend fight. What the fuck.

Happy FUCKING Holidays to you, Pam.

Bitch.

Whoot. That was a REALLY long rant. I feel so refreshed.

[chuna]

Ay. Sana mag-break sila. I wanna see her when they break up.

Ah well, you don't need friends like her AJ. (If I were in your position) I wouldn't bother saying hi to her anymore if all it'll ever do is get both of us pissed. Stick with your real friends na lang.

[AJ the Ass Slayer]

I need to rant again.

I'm still pissed at my former friend, Pam.

It's either she doesn't get it, or she doesn't.

She still hasn't apologized...and by the looks of it, she has no plans to.

[Blessed Devil]

She's never gonna know that you were offended if you don't tell her. I don't think it's entirely her fault she doesn't know.

[AJ the Ass Slayer]

Oh, she knows. She even lightly apologized to Marvin. I think because she and her boyfriend are like...ONE person now, she thinks it works for me too. It doesn't work that way. In fact, Marvin even told her that.

He told her "It's not me you should be apologizing to. You didn't do anything wrong to me. You did something wrong to AJ."

But, uh...yeah. She's not apologizing. I think she thinks Marv and I are like her and her boyfriend.

Well, I got some bad news for you, Ho. I'm an independent girl. My boyfriend does not complete me. I am my own person.

And therefor, Ho, you must apologize to me. Not Marvin.

[J e e c o .]

People like that really exist. Why don't you just confront her? I mean, you've tried peacefully, right? xD WE YOU NEED ACTION. And revenge. xP

[AJ the Ass Slayer]

I dunno. I feel like...

...if I approach her first, she wins.

Is that weird?

According to my friend, she has no plans to apologize. She gave up daw.

...she didn't even try.

I don't think she wants to try because that would take time out of her precious 'boyfriend time'.

I am considering revenge. I want to pull of some mean prank.

...as much as I want to, I don't think I'd actually do it though. I'm just nice that way.

Although, I think I could do something mean to her boyfriend. I have no compassion to him whatsoever. I would feel no guilt. And what hurts him, hurts her too.

I should burn his porn stash. Or send a virus to his computer.

[Blessed Devil]

She might have really been your true friend before, but even the truest of friends can turn into something ugly if they're tempted enough. It can happen to everyone, and that's how hideous the world can be - you're just gonna have to live with that.

Don't approach her. Don't even try to get revenge. The best thing you can do about this situation is to show that you don't care. You have other friends anyways.

[AJ the Ass Slayer]

Yeah...but it sucks because MY friends are HER friends too. So, lately, I haven't been hanging out with them at school. I don't even know how weekend hang outs are going to work. Who will they invite? Her or me? I don't know. In a way, I feel really bad about myself because the group of friends I originally brought together are favoring her more than me. I don't wanna sound like a self-absorbed prick, but I do believe they care less about me. I mean, these new additions (people who just recently joined my group of friends) are over-throwing me. It's like...if my friends and I were in a television show, they were killing off one of the main characters. It sucks because no one is standing up for me. My long time friends were letting it happen. Well, at least Deni (Lip Gloss) is still siding with me. Uh...not physically...but in spirit (wtf?XD).

Last Thursday:

Deni: ...you're never coming back, are you...
AJ: Nope.
Deni: ...
AJ: Not until she apologizes.

BD, thanks for the advice. And yeah. I do have other friends. I have no idea why I keep letting my other friends hurt me. I guess I'm just too attached...I mean, we've been friends since elementary school. I just thought we'd be the type of friends that would grow old together...

[chuna]

Wow, hate having friend issues. Well, I won't give advice cause I suck at that (I fail D:) but you know, hate to be optimistic but it'll turn our right. If they really were your friends (probably are but....you know) they'd look for a way to still be with both of you.

At least you have Deni and Marvin. And us ... in spirit too...sorta... GROUP HUG NA.

[AJ the Ass Slayer]

Yay! Group hug!

Rant...of guilt.*A*

I feel really bad. I kinda snapped at my mom.

You guys know about how I'm trying to be a fashion designer, right? Well, my mom decided (quite long ago) she would help fund me so I can start. So, for the past months, she's been including herself in the planning and everything. She keeps saying 'we' when we talk about my line. It terrified me. At the beginning, I thought she would only be my financier. I didn't think she was going to be my full on business partner! It is scary! I mean, it's not because I think she's gonna cheat me with money, because I could honestly care less. I want her to have money. She's going to fund me after all. But the thought of her having equal power...equal deciding factor...it kinda irks me. I mean, I'm the designer. The talent behind the line. I should get to be the boss. I thought that the agreement my mother and I had was that she would be in charge of accounting...the business-y money part. She and I have such different tastes. I don't find it wise to work together. She and I will just end up fighting. I snapped tonight. She kept saying 'we' again. And she mentioned the 50-50 thing again. I'm not exactly cool with that. She called it 'our' line. That's not what I wanted. It's like she's claiming half my art...so I snapped. I offended her. I feel horrible. She and I argued about it and I cried. She cried too. It broke my heart to hear her cry. Gah. I'm crying right now because I can still remember how horrible it felt. I feel like such a terrible daughter. But I couldn't help it. I didn't want her to take over my line. I didn't want her to claim half my art. And her being my mother, she'll end up having more control. Isn't that scary? Because it scares me. I wish she could understand why I'm insecure about this partnership. I don't care about the money. She can have more if she wanted! I just don't want it to end up being her line. I didn't want her to take over! It's my art.

Guilt.

I am full of it.

[J e e c o .]

Well, the only thing you can do right now is talk to your mom. Maybe after a few days when you guys have cooled off- I mean, the way you say it, she's only being enthusiastic (sometimes my mom thinks she's at fault for what I can do, and heck, I studied art on my own =_=), and there's nothing really wrong with that, is there? And about the money thing: maybe she's nervous about how that would turn out to or something, but well, it's nice if you'd tell her what you plan to do. All you need from her is her support and funds- tell her that if you do need help, you'd approach her, right? It's your dream, and it's not really fair to self-proclaim yourself part of it without having a heart-to-heart talk about the issue. So yeah. xD

Dun worry. She's understand for sure. 83

[UB the fat dude]

First Rant: FUCK the MILF, dahilsa kanila patay-balik ang kuryente namin dito at tsaka kung may dinadownload ako di ko nalang natatapos!!

Second Rant: Fuck my feaking classmate Nichol!! WTFFFF, kahit na I'm a man that moves like a girl(daw) It is not right to threat me as a gay or something... BTW What the FUCK men. H/uwag mo daw ako ihawa sa lagy mo ngayon nagka-Gf ka lang lumaki na ulo mo. Haha sorry meron pa pala Nag break na pala kaya at ang nakakahiya pa diyan Nag break kaagad kayo at di pa umabot ng 1 month. U Suck a lot and YOur style would never work because U suck.

I'm not being so emotional I just hate it when people call me gay, kasi naman kasi I hate gays, Gays are not in my dictionaries, And for me gays must die. !!!!!!!!!

grrrrr

[Blessed Devil]

UB, you're gay. Gay as shit.

[J e e c o .]

^ Inside voice, Jibbie.

RANT:

I hate kidnappers.

Sometimes they're just there, you know? You're not even aware of it. And they take the children of what they think are rich families- sometimes not- and it's so mean of them to demand outrageous amounts of money from them! Guuh. And because of them, my freedom to go to malls on my own and to commute by myself are gone. =_= Scratch the fact that my family (the who clan, haha) is part of their target list. I wanna play DoTa in an internet cafe now! D:

[UB the fat dude]

@bd: Yeah I'm so happy.

[chuna]

Kinda harsh for the gay people. Ah well I guess we're all different. Cause in our school, we love them gay people. OH YEAH.

Rant: So I used to be tall-ish but then Heleina started growing and wth now everyone's taller than me? OMG. So I started drinking milk, stretching, I jumped around a lot during new year and yeah. I WANNA GET TALLER. D: But not too tall cause then that won't look .... lady like. Well it would be there are a LOT of short guys and it looks bad for a girl to be taller. Ehem

2. I need exercise. Like HECK, I'm too weak in tennis, I can't breathe well when doing things, I get tired a lot easier lately. Wow, I need like ... work out or something. But at least I'm nto obese or diabetic ... yet. WHICH IS WHY I NEED MORE EXERCISE. D:

3. I can't decide if I should go to this girl's house on saturday or this other girl's house. They're all my friends and both groups are gonna film/shoot a video for different projects. I WANNA BE IN BOTH (. I don't wanna miss out.

AH WELL, these aren't really rants ... just dilemnas (sp) cause mine's nothing compared to AJ's which IS rant-worthy or UB's or Jee's. Ah well.

AJ: How's the whole issue thing?

[UB the fat dude]

Rant:

I hate my chemistry teacher because she praises the Devil























































































FTW

[J e e c o .]

^ LOL WHUT

Hm. Rant.

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